iDESIRE

Tangerine

2012-01-15T12:48:00.002+08:00

You are the most horrible horrid person I have ever known.

I hope you get everything you want in life.

or everything you thought you deserved to have

The Scientist

2011-12-02T21:10:00.002+08:00

I think people should be constantly reminded of who they and where they stand in life.

Regardless of how painful or truthful it is

AND

People who have everything; have the luxury of being ungrateful.

APPARENTLY.

Nurlin's Cooking

2011-11-29T15:36:00.002+08:00

THAT wasn't supposed to be blogged. MY BAD.

Anyways, Nurlin. Here. I'll blog compliments for you.

SEDAP GILE NURLIN MASAK.

JOM BUAT PARTAY!

Nurlin and Yoe can cook...we go get the groceries as the 'potluck' items.

Teehee.

It takes dying to live...

2011-11-09T11:42:00.000+08:00

At least now we know it's not the end of the world

Great Words Spoken

2011-10-19T13:01:00.003+08:00

It seems lately that great words are spoken by the most unlikely sources.

It seems that Ms Lavigne has a point

It seems that Mr Bruno has a point

It seems that all the really annoying songs are telling the whole truth and nothing BUT the truth.

I guess it is a small comfort.

Atleast you know what you've always NOT wanted.

toorah.

?

2011-10-13T20:24:00.001+08:00

So it takes a fever and a flu virus to stop the whining.

Thank God.

I was getting sick myself.

Comforting Sounds

2011-10-04T22:02:00.003+08:00

There is a comfort when we finally move on.
Because there is a comfort when life goes on.

Taken from my favourite childhood book,
'Slow and steady...steady and slow...that's the way we always go..'

"I know..don't worry. We'll get there.."

Honestly...

2011-09-21T19:33:00.004+08:00

In all honesty, It is not even a big deal. It's all good. I'm good. I am where I want to be. I am where I know I want to be. It's going great actually.

The only thing that is a big deal is that everyone is making it tougher and crappier and totally shittier.

It's stupid right.

Totally fucking stupid.

It's Funny..

2011-09-18T18:36:00.006+08:00

It's Funny when it's Not Funny at All when you try to talk to someone about something important, but they turn around to ignore you by watching the telly instead.

Because Why? Because they don't think you deserve their time by explaining what the situation is about. No they don't. They think because you've decided things a while back that means that, so what? Who asked her not to tell us when it mattered?

Well when it mattered it was only Gossip to others but a life decision for you.

Isn't it Funny when it's Not Funny at All when you've made a huge decision that affects your life, but; people are too naive and are stupid and think, "Wow she made that decision all on her own; Just in A Day!"

Because Why? Because They didn't see the signs. I didn't know the signs were theirs to see in the first place. Relationships are about two people. And not about explaining to others about what and how things actually are. You are not obliged to tell them anything. It is a privilege to share. Life said that was what friends are for.

Isn't it Funny when it's Not Funny At All when you've contemplated things for so long, and you've wait for things to change but it hasn't and you finally get the courage to make a change, They decide to judge you and be against your side?

Because Why? Because they don't know the truth. Because they think whatever they see is whatever it is. And they think just because they have this weird perception in life on how they want their lives to be, it should be applied to everyone else with a brain.

Isn't it Funny when it's Not Funny at All when you realize, you know what? It's almost ironic that in divorces people choose sides. And you end up on the side of fucked up because you had the courage to want a better life for your self.

Because Why? Because Life said Friends would be on your side to support you even before they know what the truth is. And Life said that Friends should understand that you wouldn't do something rash just because you 'felt like it'. Life also said that if you have no one to turn to, there's always your friends.

Perhaps Life should teach better lessons. Or perhaps THIS IS TOTAL SHIT. Because Why? BECAUSE PEOPLE. FUCK YOU.

Apparently..

2011-09-16T23:04:00.001+08:00

Apparently when you're single; you're more unattainable.

And apparently people they'd care less.

And

In divorces people choose sides.

Well, that's it. That's all I've got

Ahhhh...

2011-09-15T19:29:00.002+08:00

Ahhhhh...Something to smash the wall with...

They do say...

Time is of the Essence.

Also,

When you've missed your mile and mark..

It's pretty much Goodbye.

Oh Yeah!

Must HAVE!

2011-09-12T23:35:00.002+08:00

Back To The Future's Nike Shoes.

Always thought that was the coolest thing ever!

Damn! 1500 pairs, those are not enough!

Help! I'm Alive!

2011-09-11T20:02:00.000+08:00

There is a good reason why people call it the 'Ups and Downs'.

Because there is 'Up'; When you feel like you're on top of the world

And

There is 'Down'; When you have no reason to be sad about but Depression has a way of sipping in.

Hey Churrah! Churrah!

Thy food awaits!

hic!

2011-09-09T09:46:00.001+08:00

Anticipation is Key.

*hic*!

People Forget That...

2011-09-07T19:44:00.003+08:00

Sexiness is a huge factor.

Doesn't Make You Smart Saying It.

2011-09-07T09:58:00.002+08:00

If you want Change; you can't do the same thing over and over again, while expecting a different result.

Change requires sacrifices.

Then time goes on.

In a Non-Dad-Related Post

2011-09-07T00:03:00.001+08:00

"Look at my Dad, He humiliates me infront of everyone but I ended up apologizing to him. It's pathetic..."
-Andy; RB

Just to be clear. This has NOTHING to do with my dad.

They Say...

2011-09-05T23:02:00.002+08:00

They Say Never Fall Into Temptation.

But it is so damn hard, when you're craving for a feel good meal to flutter the heart and opens the soul...

Best Words Spoken

2011-09-05T15:16:00.001+08:00

"Trust is like an eraser, it gets smaller and smaller after every mistake."

-quote

How Odd?

2011-08-27T14:09:00.001+08:00

...Maybe then, people will start to pursue what they really want...

State of Georgia -

2011-08-19T02:09:00.001+08:00

"Family is family, alright?
When someone's really in trouble, we stick together, we don't ask questions, we help each other out..."

Disclaimer: Get over yourselves. This is not life related.

2011-08-18T01:35:00.003+08:00

So why don't you go chase after your dreams and I would go chase after mine?

From MSA, TLC Network

2011-08-15T03:45:00.000+08:00

"she's like a duck swimming; they look really poised on the lake but underneath they are paddling like hell"

I Have A Dragon For A Friend

2011-08-15T01:17:00.000+08:00

Who needs anything else?

Let It Burn

2011-08-05T03:09:00.001+08:00

"Turn My Sorrow Into Treasured Gold..."
-A,21

The Disillusionment of Happiness;

2011-08-01T00:07:00.002+08:00

Means; when other people think that you're happy but you're actually just miserable as fuck.

CJ -

2011-07-30T02:24:00.002+08:00

"So I made a choice...to leave. We can't have it all right?
Why not?
Why not, why not?
Why? Because choices are sacrifices and inevitably, it means giving up something that you want...
for something you want more,"

I want MORE.

You've Lost It...

2011-02-02T11:32:00.000+08:00

And You Can't Have 'em Back...

I'm sorry.

Breaking up is always the hardest.

Yah know...

2011-02-02T11:28:00.000+08:00

You know, sometimes when it is not easy for you to cry for yourself but it is easy for you to cry for someone else? Well, here is for you my 16 year old. I wish you a happy life...

I Need. Breathing Rights.

2011-02-01T13:10:00.001+08:00

It is just one of those days, where you feel like dipping your head inside a bucket full of ice...

...

2010-12-12T02:40:00.001+08:00

I have been missing you, aL.OC

Kavana - Will You Wait For Me.

Plans - ahem

2010-11-16T20:28:00.003+08:00

You've taken 'not planning for anything for the future' too far.

You can't function without planning.

So the plan is now:

TO PLAN and also TO STUDY my brains out; sweat grit sleepless nights and all; and TO PASS my EXAMS (ALL 3 PAPERS!).

Other than that, I need a PLAN.

Take control of your life please.

The Simple Things

2010-11-16T20:01:00.003+08:00

Sometimes you'd want everything to come along as easy as the wind, that you've completely forgotten that you'd have to work for the things that you want and the things that you need.

I wish it was morning again and that I had the people that would want to go out and celebrate Eid-Adha thru prayers.

And I had the day off and everything! This sucks.

Happy Eid- Adha.

Tak dgr takbir pon! Sedihnye. What has become!

Not allowed on the What If's

2010-11-10T08:21:00.001+08:00

You can't force someone to make you feel better; you'd have to do it on your own

You.

2010-09-29T05:04:00.002+08:00

There's always something
in the way
There's always something
getting through
But it's not me
It's You, it's You

Sometimes ignorance
Rings true
But hope is not in
What i know
It's not in me...
It's in You, it's in You

It's all i know

I find peace when
I'm confused
I find hope when
I'm let down
Not in me...
in You
it's in you

I hope to lose myself
for good
I hope to find it in the end
Not in me ...
in You

It's all i know
It's in You

There's always something in the way
There's always something getting through
But it's not me
It's You ....

...and we fall and we fall

2010-09-27T21:45:00.007+08:00

we are only human
as we stumble and we fall
and we scratch our knees
and we scratch our arms
blood trickling down our body
and we drag our feet
and we stretch our arms
as we try to go forward
with our hands and knees on the ground
and the pavement pierce our skins
and we get kicked to the ground
our faces hit the road
and we stumble and we fall

we are only human
as we crawl and we crawl
broken legs, broken arms
slithering on the floor
reaching out to move on

we are only human
as we bleed out in pain
and we trash wildly to our last breath
and we let them watch us die
and we let them witness our suffering
and we open our hearts and their eyes to
how broken we truly are

we are only human
as they squint and they stare
as they kick and they glare
waiting for you to fall
deeper and deeper under

we are only human
as we wait out for the sun
on our knees on the ground
as we lie next to no one
as we have one arm stretch for mercy
as we bleed from the wounds
that was left as we dissolve
from this place we call life

we are only human
when the rays shine through
and the crowd started to move
and they walk and they stall
and they left us to heal
and our body regenerates
all the goodness that once were
and the bad that was no more

we are only human
as we stretch our arms
and we stretch our feet
and we crouch on the ground
and we sat on the floor
and we took our hands
and we pushed ourselves
and we stood up straight
and we walk away

we are only human
when the dark comes again
and we turn and we see
they are us and we are we...

I loike!

2010-09-27T06:23:00.002+08:00

"If someone breaks your heart, poke them in the eye, and then go get yourself some icecream. Seriously though. "

-taken from somewhere. Unknown.