In all honesty, It is not even a big deal. It's all good. I'm good. I am where I want to be. I am where I know I want to be. It's going great actually.
The only thing that is a big deal is that everyone is making it tougher and crappier and totally shittier.
It's stupid right.
Totally fucking stupid.
It's Funny when it's Not Funny at All when you try to talk to someone about something important, but they turn around to ignore you by watching the telly instead.
Because Why? Because they don't think you deserve their time by explaining what the situation is about. No they don't. They think because you've decided things a while back that means that, so what? Who asked her not to tell us when it mattered?
Well when it mattered it was only Gossip to others but a life decision for you.
Isn't it Funny when it's Not Funny at All when you've made a huge decision that affects your life, but; people are too naive and are stupid and think, "Wow she made that decision all on her own; Just in A Day!"
Because Why? Because They didn't see the signs. I didn't know the signs were theirs to see in the first place. Relationships are about two people. And not about explaining to others about what and how things actually are. You are not obliged to tell them anything. It is a privilege to share. Life said that was what friends are for.
Isn't it Funny when it's Not Funny At All when you've contemplated things for so long, and you've wait for things to change but it hasn't and you finally get the courage to make a change, They decide to judge you and be against your side?
Because Why? Because they don't know the truth. Because they think whatever they see is whatever it is. And they think just because they have this weird perception in life on how they want their lives to be, it should be applied to everyone else with a brain.
Isn't it Funny when it's Not Funny at All when you realize, you know what? It's almost ironic that in divorces people choose sides. And you end up on the side of fucked up because you had the courage to want a better life for your self.
Because Why? Because Life said Friends would be on your side to support you even before they know what the truth is. And Life said that Friends should understand that you wouldn't do something rash just because you 'felt like it'. Life also said that if you have no one to turn to, there's always your friends.
Perhaps Life should teach better lessons. Or perhaps THIS IS TOTAL SHIT. Because Why? BECAUSE PEOPLE. FUCK YOU.
Apparently when you're single; you're more unattainable.
And apparently people they'd care less.
And
In divorces people choose sides.
Well, that's it. That's all I've got
Ahhhhh...Something to smash the wall with...
They do say...
Time is of the Essence.
Also,
When you've missed your mile and mark..
It's pretty much Goodbye.
Oh Yeah!
Back To The Future's Nike Shoes.
Always thought that was the coolest thing ever!
Damn! 1500 pairs, those are not enough!
There is a good reason why people call it the 'Ups and Downs'.
Because there is 'Up'; When you feel like you're on top of the world
And
There is 'Down'; When you have no reason to be sad about but Depression has a way of sipping in.
Hey Churrah! Churrah!
Thy food awaits!
If you want Change; you can't do the same thing over and over again, while expecting a different result.
Change requires sacrifices.
Then time goes on.
"Look at my Dad, He humiliates me infront of everyone but I ended up apologizing to him. It's pathetic..."
-Andy; RB
Just to be clear. This has NOTHING to do with my dad.
They Say Never Fall Into Temptation.
But it is so damn hard, when you're craving for a feel good meal to flutter the heart and opens the soul...
"Trust is like an eraser, it gets smaller and smaller after every mistake."
-quote
City Tree by Dan S, inspired by stiletto.love.