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I have been missing you, aL.OC

Kavana - Will You Wait For Me.

Plans - ahem

You've taken 'not planning for anything for the future' too far.

You can't function without planning.

So the plan is now:

TO PLAN and also TO STUDY my brains out; sweat grit sleepless nights and all; and TO PASS my EXAMS (ALL 3 PAPERS!).

Other than that, I need a PLAN.

Take control of your life please.

The Simple Things

Sometimes you'd want everything to come along as easy as the wind, that you've completely forgotten that you'd have to work for the things that you want and the things that you need.

I wish it was morning again and that I had the people that would want to go out and celebrate Eid-Adha thru prayers.

And I had the day off and everything! This sucks.

Happy Eid- Adha.

Tak dgr takbir pon! Sedihnye. What has become!

Not allowed on the What If's

You can't force someone to make you feel better; you'd have to do it on your own

You.

There's always something
in the way
There's always something
getting through
But it's not me
It's You, it's You

Sometimes ignorance
Rings true
But hope is not in
What i know
It's not in me...
It's in You, it's in You

It's all i know


I find peace when
I'm confused
I find hope when
I'm let down
Not in me...
in You
it's in you

I hope to lose myself
for good
I hope to find it in the end
Not in me ...
in You

It's all i know
It's in You

There's always something in the way
There's always something getting through
But it's not me
It's You ....

...and we fall and we fall

we are only human
as we stumble and we fall
and we scratch our knees
and we scratch our arms
blood trickling down our body
and we drag our feet
and we stretch our arms
as we try to go forward
with our hands and knees on the ground
and the pavement pierce our skins
and we get kicked to the ground
our faces hit the road
and we stumble and we fall

we are only human
as we crawl and we crawl
broken legs, broken arms
slithering on the floor
reaching out to move on

we are only human
as we bleed out in pain
and we trash wildly to our last breath
and we let them watch us die
and we let them witness our suffering
and we open our hearts and their eyes to
how broken we truly are

we are only human
as they squint and they stare
as they kick and they glare
waiting for you to fall
deeper and deeper under

we are only human
as we wait out for the sun
on our knees on the ground
as we lie next to no one
as we have one arm stretch for mercy
as we bleed from the wounds
that was left as we dissolve
from this place we call life

we are only human
when the rays shine through
and the crowd started to move
and they walk and they stall
and they left us to heal
and our body regenerates
all the goodness that once were
and the bad that was no more

we are only human
as we stretch our arms
and we stretch our feet
and we crouch on the ground
and we sat on the floor
and we took our hands
and we pushed ourselves
and we stood up straight
and we walk away

we are only human
when the dark comes again
and we turn and we see
they are us and we are we...

I loike!

"If someone breaks your heart, poke them in the eye, and then go get yourself some icecream. Seriously though. "

-taken from somewhere. Unknown.